Thursday, July 9, 2015

This morning i explained to Master that i thought my ass needed to be trained again. To fit Him, obviously. After being told to wear it last night while a friend was visiting, i realized that His previous training may have reversed itself. It wasn't hard to insert, but not as easy as it had been in the past. It wasn't painful. The large one is really hard to get in. 20 minutes and it hurts a bit when the last bit pushes through. i have used that twice now. It really fills me a lot. When i inserted the smaller one, i felt it fill me more than it used to, so that was why i thought i needed retraining.

After my friend left i was allowed to cum. Master knows i needed the release. i think He understands that i am very sexual. i thought of Him taking me from behind which forced to to cum. i cannot wait for that!

Anyway Master had me wear the plug at work today. He wanted me to wear it all day, but i only lasted until 1:00. i was nervous that when i had to use the bathroom it would fall out. i was worried that the old training would return and the plug would fall out. its glass and i didn't want it to make any noise. Nor did i want it to break.

My best and i were talking about the plugs a bit. She said that she hates the large one and she has issues with it. i found that interesting. Anyone else have issues w/ plugs? Like one more than the other?

Master mentioned this morning that He may get me a vibrating one soon. i told him initially that i fear that because i may cum when He won't want me to. He said not to worry and He will train me to control that. i love His control and training. It's something i very much look forward to.